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Showing posts with label myself. Show all posts
Showing posts with label myself. Show all posts

Friday, March 30, 2012

What Was Yours? :)


MY GENERASI.

I'm one of them.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Just in case;

Blogwalking to Influental Berry, I found this funny quiz about to get know yourself. I tag you, who is reading my post now, to join this quiz. Have fun!!!

RULES:

1. Open this website

2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)

3. Copy Paste the result to your blogpost.

4. Tag your friends including me

5. Have Fun!


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

click HERE for more Personality Test. :) Have fun!

Monday, September 26, 2011

beyond itchy;

from article bride with ezcema

Do u know what is eczema?
Any of u with eczema?
Lost self-confidence?
Hiding ur flaws under a long sleeve, turtle neck, socks or covered shoes?
Looking for a wedding dress that wont show those scars?

Let me tell u..i'm a patient. i hv chronic eczema back then (still hv em now but not as bad) last time my skin was thick and scaly nmpk mcm org masuk bendang. tried numerous specialists since i was 21-22, yerp. 5-6years back it started. I had none during school days infact i was an active student;-- i won 3rd place in national cooking competition, best debater in selangor debate comp, captain for d netball team, played handball and hockey. Pantun, menari, menyanyi semualah i active-- pages if i were to list em all down.

Ya, i never thought i'll hv such skin disorder-- sensitive towards weather, heat/cold, sweat, seafood n a lot more.in the earlier years, my palms were very dry and scaly. Sometimes my skin got injured badly;-- eczema sliced my skin like papercuts (without paper). I do not know; it happened naturally or i scratched during bedtime. Yerp eczema is beyond itchy. 88times itchier than mosquitoes bites. Seriously, anyway it first attacked my mid palm and then my fingers.. Yeah its ugly. I was so shy to shake hands with people i meet. And embarassed everytime the cashier passed me the balance (coins) that i had no choice but to tadah and cashier will definitely gv me a weird expression looking at my ugly hands.

Some insensitive friends even made stupid jokes of the skin disorder i hv without even thinking how it affects me as an eczema patient emotionally. Some said "ewwwww! Gross!" and some might quietly think the skin major cause sbb pengotor. How stupid. but well i wish i can say right on their faces "hey not-so-knowledgable friend, eczema is NOT contagious. Eczema has got nothing to do with hygiene. Its in our blood and we never ask for it, idiot!"

Ya, how i wish... u know what people, as a woman-- harsh remarks seriously break my heart. I've been to soooo many specialists and spent thousands of RM for the treatment. Name it--- sjmc, dsara specialist, tropicana, hosp selayang, hkl, klinik kulit ttdi, klinik kulit in bb and some other. but no one manage to cure.

In 2009, i gave up and started steroid jabs. I went to the doc every month for d jab tho d doctor kept reminding me of the side effects. Since then i gained loads of weight. from 54kg in 2009, now im 66kg. Seriously. Appetite bertambah and the effect of steroid jabs--moonface, bloated. But thats the shortcut to non-ugly skin on my palms and feet.

For 2 years with steroid jabs, this year i realized i encounter difficulties in breathing. So i stop taking d jabs and mula looking for treatments again; here n there. What more im getting married, sure i want a beautiful henna drawings not eczema-maps on hands and feet, aite?

And alhamdulillah someone introduced me to dr noraziah, demc. After more than 20skin specialists since 2005, i'm definite dt dr noraziah is my life and wedding savior. My first treatment was in july.and latest-- today at 10.15am... i can see major progress. Eczema on my two hands TOTALLY vanished! and on my feet, say from 20bintang (spot-scars) i now only have some and they are no longer thick and scaly.

My big day is approaching, i pray eczema will hilang so i can apply beautiful red-henna on my hands and feet :))

To those who hv eczema, dont be embarassed-- u are not alone. n remember, never ever give up!

talk to me. I dont mind. and with open arms,i'll share details n my experiences w d skin specialist. Kita kena ikhtiar.... :)


*BIGGGGG HUGGGG!!!*

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dah baca article di atas? almost like mine.
i started ezcema since form 3. so bad at first, a week before my PMR.
time PMR dah kering but i still hide it with a handkerchief.
and at that time you still can see yang darah kat luka tu dah kering, yes geli kan?
macam luka kena slice paper or knife.

after that it become worse, time tu i tak ambil lagi any medication from doctor.
i ada berubat dengan orang and dia pesan i tak boleh makan daging including ayam.
so at that time, i dah tak boleh makan daging and seafood. can you imagine setakat apa yang i boleh makan? totally macam vegetarian time tu. that was at age 16-17.

bila i dah smbung belajar, 1 day tu i kena allergy yang sangat teruk. and from that time,
i dah ambil medicine yang doctor bagi dgn i. PREDNOSOLONE AND ZYRTEC. yes, it heal in a week. tak ada gatal, tak ada luka but i left a flaws at tapak tangan and jari.
macam kulit orang tua. when a few friends cakap macam tu at first, yes i sangat malu.

the lastest things are, i'm allergy to a metal and debu. both of them kalau i terkena/tersentuh will make my skin itchy and while sleeping i akan garu and esok pagi baru sedar yang skin dh berdarah. sometimes peluh pun will cause itchy to my skin. so i just use emas, pure silver and pure stainless steel. yang lain lain i tak berani pakai.

the thing now is, the flaws buatkan i dah tak ada bunga jari.
it was proven when i take a driving licence class, we have to scan the thumbprint untuk sahkan kehadiran. and time tu la pegawai tu kata ada problem dengan cap jari which is i TAK ADA BUNGA CARI. so now, i still tak ganti IC baru lagi. btw im 22 now.
don't you think yang it'll bring a problem to me sooner?
bayangkan la SOONER nanti bila teknologi dah maju.
for eg check in kat airport or anything yang kena sahkan pakai thumbprint.
what will happen to me?

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

muncul kembali;

hello. lama sangat tak blogging. tapi blogwalking wajib. setiap hari blogwalking taw.

sekarang ni tengah tunggu turn untuk present slide show. dah lama tak buat presentation, maklumlah baru habis jadi cekgu praktikum sebulan. lepas tu yang paling malang, satu entri pun tak post pasal praktikum.

kalau blogwalking pergi blog orang, bloggers yang cekgu maktab semua sebok hari hari update pasal praktikum. best baca cerita cerita kat sekolah diorang.

lagi menyedihkan, tak membawa kebaikan betul lah ada kamera gedabak. tapi gambar praktikum ciput sangat. upload kat facebook pun berapa keping la sangat. adeh =.="

ok la. rasa bersalah pula bila tak tengok kawan bentang ni. till then, take care.


Sunday, March 20, 2011

sabtu;

selamat datang ke blog yang tak selalu update.

rugi follow blog ni kan?

hah, mesti hairan kenapa tiba tiba post entri di tengah malam. *mari ber'saya-saya'.*

petang tadi saya baru sampai ke halaman Kent around 5pm something la. gerakan solo KGU-KK-TRN. no hal lah nak gerak sorang-sorang, dah biasa sangat. selalunya saya balik Kent hari ahad. tapi memandangkan Isnin ni dah start Praktikum I, so ahad nanti saya nak berehat-rehat sambil buat preparation selow selow. tak nak la penat. tha's why balik sabtu. member member pun dah ramai kat hostel. tak ada masalah, line clear.

misi hari ini berjaya. UPDATE almari. Ya tuan tuan dan puan puan, update almari. kosongkan almari dan masukkan baju bajan yang perlu sahaja. yang dah tak up-to-date kita hantar balik rumah. kerja setel dalam jam 12am. sebab start pun dalam jam 9pm. ternyata saya tak boleh siapkan kerja dalam masa yang cepat. take time. padahal baju je pun. kalau nak packing keluar asrama nanti tak tahu la berapa hari. :|

lepas dah siap sapu lantai mop lantai segala, terus lah mandi. tak berpeluh sangat pun, just badan dah gatal gatal. banyak sangat habuk kot. badan saya mendetect habuk dengan baik. ia memberi respon dengan kadar paling segera bila sesuatu tempat tu ada habuk. kalau saya tak bersin, kulit kulit badan akan gatal dan kemerahan. fungsi yang baik kan?

dah segar lepas mandi, tak mengantuk lah pula. sebab along the journey dari KGU-KK saya tidurrrrr tak henti henti. memanfaatkan masa, bak kata orang tua tua. tidur yang cukup kan baik untuk kesihatan. *memanipulasikan kata kata*. news kata malam ni SUPERMOON. tak tahu? *garu garu kepala kenapa korang tak tahu* so saya pergi la tengok. kot kot besarrrrrrr. dengan ekspektasi yang bulan sangatlah besar, saya keluar melihat beliau.

tak besauuuuuu seperti yang saya ekspek. (eleh, siapa suruh ekspek besar besar). serius tak besar, macam biasa je saya tengok. just ada rong pelangi la. something yang bukan rare la. i thought i nampak rare bulan malam ni. eh, tempat korang besar tak?

ni dah boring tahap pengawal istana, tak tahu nak buat apa lagi. ok la. nanti nanti kalau rajin saya merapu lagi.

jagai diri.

Monday, February 14, 2011

a wish right now;

wishlist 2011 dah tercapai :)

alhamdulillah.

hari ni pergi register untuk ambil driving license. terus la dengar ceramah KPP 5 jam yang sangat lah buat mengantuk. memandangkan saya duduk kat depan dengan zee, terpaksa tahan perasaan nak lentok atas meja. sangat mecabar keimanan. siapa kata ceramah KPP tu tak boring sila email saya di tomoko_leong@yahoo.com. tak pernah pernah lagi saya dengar ceramah tu tak boring.

lepas habis ceramah around 4.30pm, tutor kami yang hensem merangkap abang sepupu Emmey drop la kami kat Terminal Wawasan. sementara nak tunggu Shana sampai kat Wawasan, kami berlegar legar mencari destinasi sesuai untuk dituju. then saya masuk kedai jam dengan Emmey.

di sini lah kisahnya bermula. melilau lilau tengok jam yang berkenan. mula mula ESPRIT tu agak menarik perhatian, lepas tu tengok lagi kat kaca kaca lain, kat CASIO ada pula satu yang mengunci pandangan mata. fikir punya fikir, last last CASIO jadi pilihan.

sangat mengidam nak jam yang macam ni. sebab kalau jam jam yang selalu beli tu (yang cantik dan murah) meninggalkan kesan allergy kat pergelangan tangan. bak kata pepatah, 'badan mahal'. haha, sejak bila ada pepatah macam ni? adik adik sekolah jangan pakai pepatah ni kalau jawab periksa. nanti cikgu garis pakai pen merah panjang panjang. faham?



Friday, February 11, 2011

#Day 1: Introduce Yourself

kan awal awal dah bagitahu yang saya agak tak berbakat dalam bab lukis lukis ni. so, korang jangan la nak hairan kenapa challenge yang ini saya dahulukan. nanti dah habis challenge yang ini, kita pergi pula tengok lukisan lukisan saya eh.

#Day 1: Introduce Yourself.

err, tumpang tanya. kalau taip panjang panjang macam bercerita boleh tak? saya tak biasa la nak tulis setakat kerat kerat ayat ni. saya unstoppable speak machine. tak best la kalau nak tulis sikit je.

hoi, kau nak orang yang baca post ni sambil makan kuaci segenggam ke? cukup la setakat nak introduce yourself. ala, macam kat kelas selalu tu la. ada tak orang introduce diri sampai 10 minit. kau ingat kau buat proposal ke apa?

ok, mari baca seketul seketul.

1. nama saya TOMOKO. saya tak tipu, nama ni mama saya yang bagi. tapi nama dalam IC lain
la. dalam IC yang tak renew lagi tu tulis NORSIMAH ATIQAH BINTI JOHANIS. nombor IC nak? shadap!

2. Pada mulanya saya yakin bagitahu dengan orang yang tinggi saya dalam 160cm. setelah diukur ketinggian pada bulan lepas, saya hanyalah 158.5cm. ala, kalau bundar pun dekat dekat 160cm lah juga kan? TULIS SEKERAT SEKERAT TAK BOLEH?

3. saya tak minat nak jadi cikgu. TAPI itu dulu. sekarang saya amat mencintai profession ini. sebab cikgu banyak cuti. lagi lagi cikgu ni salah satu list calon isteri. tak pecaya? KLIK SINI.
sekarang tengah belajar kat Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Kent, Tuaran. sekarang dah semester 5, degree tahun ke-3. insyaallah habis pada November 2012. SILA TULIS LAGI PENDEK.

4. saya suka pada semua warna. entah kenapa semakin membesar dan memanjang serta melebar, tak ada warna spesifik yang saya minat. tapi tahun ni macam lebih kepada warna biru. PENDEK LAGI.

5. saya berbangsa Dusun. tapi orang tak percaya bangsa saya Dusun. orang kata saya macam muka Bugis. tabah aje la kan. PALING PENDEK KE NI?

6. kadang kadang hyperactive. eh, tak pasti la sama ada kadang kadang atau memang setiap hari. hee

7. umur dah nak masuk 22. ahad ni baru nak start kelas untuk ambil lesen menyelam. eh, lesen memandu lah.


cukup lah kot. ok jaga diri kawan kawan.