Wednesday, January 27, 2010

new moon;

afraid to die; but too scared to live.

i'm not that; i am stronger than you think, dude!

Thursday, January 21, 2010


i'm sorry.

i can't do this anymore. it's not fair to give you nothing while you give me a lot. i don't know either its 70% or 80%. i have tried so hard. but in the end, it's empty.

honestly, i can't.

i'm sorry.

thank you very much.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i could do almost anything;

sejak balik ip nih, aku asyik je sakit. member-member lain tak sakit-sakit pun. aku je yang bersungguh-sungguh sakit. start with muntah-muntah, pastu migrain meneruskan acara. diserikan lagi dengan sakit kepala, pening, disusuli pula oleh selsema. nasib baik je la demam tu malu-malu nak datang bertandang.

dan sekarang ini, aku selsema. nasib baik la tak teruk. member-member pun risau tengok keadaan aku. apatah lagi encik ku. biarpun dia jauh dia sana. huhu.

kau dekat bukan di mata, sentuh ku erat di pinggir jiwa~

get well soon, Norsimah Atiqah! (nama yang jarang meniti di bibir ku mahupun rakyat jelata. *giggles)

i'll find another way.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

no more;

i live with no regrets. don't you think this is lovely?

Monday, January 18, 2010


saya sudah penat.
saya sakit.
pain; it's hurt me a lot.
kalau cari cinta duniawi, tiada pada saya.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

i don't give a damn about you;

And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again
I just want it to be like it was before
Cause I don't think that my heart can take much more

all that i got;

I can't go any further than this. I'm stuck here.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

sooner or later;


Friday, January 8, 2010

kepercayaan yang bakal musnah;

bila mana yang tiada, diwujudkan.
bila apa yang kau lihat adalah dusta.
bila apa yang kau dengar adalah bohong.

dan pastinya kau tidak;

akulah si setia itu. tapi sampai bila? mungkin sampai tiba saatnya kau menjauh dari aku.
dan kamu, siapa?

the truth;

Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would. But they linger, long after they’ve been said. But the kind of truth I’m most thankful for? The kind you never see coming, that falls right into your lap.

Monday, January 4, 2010


Charisma and influence are mine. And if I don't use it, I'll lose it. There may be someone who has been really hard to impress; they will be more like putty. My goal is about work and career, I won't wait until I lose the flow to make my pitch. This is a time to go for it. People will be favorably impressed if I come on strong; the opposite of the usual case.

Saturday, January 2, 2010



i'll never stop trying.

Friday, January 1, 2010

i am ready to leave you, dear;

oh, it's time to pack all my stuff. dad will send me back to Kent on Sunday. i hope it will be a brand new start for my 3rd semester, 2nd years of degree. wish me luck. =)