Tuesday, September 27, 2011

You know you love me;

Cambridge Satchel Company

air liur meleleh

mengesat liur

RM460 for 11'' in size
RM 600 for 14" in size

cek dompet T_T

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Just in case;

Blogwalking to Influental Berry, I found this funny quiz about to get know yourself. I tag you, who is reading my post now, to join this quiz. Have fun!!!


1. Open this website

2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)

3. Copy Paste the result to your blogpost.

4. Tag your friends including me

5. Have Fun!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

click HERE for more Personality Test. :) Have fun!

Monday, September 26, 2011

beyond itchy;

from article bride with ezcema

Do u know what is eczema?
Any of u with eczema?
Lost self-confidence?
Hiding ur flaws under a long sleeve, turtle neck, socks or covered shoes?
Looking for a wedding dress that wont show those scars?

Let me tell u..i'm a patient. i hv chronic eczema back then (still hv em now but not as bad) last time my skin was thick and scaly nmpk mcm org masuk bendang. tried numerous specialists since i was 21-22, yerp. 5-6years back it started. I had none during school days infact i was an active student;-- i won 3rd place in national cooking competition, best debater in selangor debate comp, captain for d netball team, played handball and hockey. Pantun, menari, menyanyi semualah i active-- pages if i were to list em all down.

Ya, i never thought i'll hv such skin disorder-- sensitive towards weather, heat/cold, sweat, seafood n a lot more.in the earlier years, my palms were very dry and scaly. Sometimes my skin got injured badly;-- eczema sliced my skin like papercuts (without paper). I do not know; it happened naturally or i scratched during bedtime. Yerp eczema is beyond itchy. 88times itchier than mosquitoes bites. Seriously, anyway it first attacked my mid palm and then my fingers.. Yeah its ugly. I was so shy to shake hands with people i meet. And embarassed everytime the cashier passed me the balance (coins) that i had no choice but to tadah and cashier will definitely gv me a weird expression looking at my ugly hands.

Some insensitive friends even made stupid jokes of the skin disorder i hv without even thinking how it affects me as an eczema patient emotionally. Some said "ewwwww! Gross!" and some might quietly think the skin major cause sbb pengotor. How stupid. but well i wish i can say right on their faces "hey not-so-knowledgable friend, eczema is NOT contagious. Eczema has got nothing to do with hygiene. Its in our blood and we never ask for it, idiot!"

Ya, how i wish... u know what people, as a woman-- harsh remarks seriously break my heart. I've been to soooo many specialists and spent thousands of RM for the treatment. Name it--- sjmc, dsara specialist, tropicana, hosp selayang, hkl, klinik kulit ttdi, klinik kulit in bb and some other. but no one manage to cure.

In 2009, i gave up and started steroid jabs. I went to the doc every month for d jab tho d doctor kept reminding me of the side effects. Since then i gained loads of weight. from 54kg in 2009, now im 66kg. Seriously. Appetite bertambah and the effect of steroid jabs--moonface, bloated. But thats the shortcut to non-ugly skin on my palms and feet.

For 2 years with steroid jabs, this year i realized i encounter difficulties in breathing. So i stop taking d jabs and mula looking for treatments again; here n there. What more im getting married, sure i want a beautiful henna drawings not eczema-maps on hands and feet, aite?

And alhamdulillah someone introduced me to dr noraziah, demc. After more than 20skin specialists since 2005, i'm definite dt dr noraziah is my life and wedding savior. My first treatment was in july.and latest-- today at 10.15am... i can see major progress. Eczema on my two hands TOTALLY vanished! and on my feet, say from 20bintang (spot-scars) i now only have some and they are no longer thick and scaly.

My big day is approaching, i pray eczema will hilang so i can apply beautiful red-henna on my hands and feet :))

To those who hv eczema, dont be embarassed-- u are not alone. n remember, never ever give up!

talk to me. I dont mind. and with open arms,i'll share details n my experiences w d skin specialist. Kita kena ikhtiar.... :)



dah baca article di atas? almost like mine.
i started ezcema since form 3. so bad at first, a week before my PMR.
time PMR dah kering but i still hide it with a handkerchief.
and at that time you still can see yang darah kat luka tu dah kering, yes geli kan?
macam luka kena slice paper or knife.

after that it become worse, time tu i tak ambil lagi any medication from doctor.
i ada berubat dengan orang and dia pesan i tak boleh makan daging including ayam.
so at that time, i dah tak boleh makan daging and seafood. can you imagine setakat apa yang i boleh makan? totally macam vegetarian time tu. that was at age 16-17.

bila i dah smbung belajar, 1 day tu i kena allergy yang sangat teruk. and from that time,
i dah ambil medicine yang doctor bagi dgn i. PREDNOSOLONE AND ZYRTEC. yes, it heal in a week. tak ada gatal, tak ada luka but i left a flaws at tapak tangan and jari.
macam kulit orang tua. when a few friends cakap macam tu at first, yes i sangat malu.

the lastest things are, i'm allergy to a metal and debu. both of them kalau i terkena/tersentuh will make my skin itchy and while sleeping i akan garu and esok pagi baru sedar yang skin dh berdarah. sometimes peluh pun will cause itchy to my skin. so i just use emas, pure silver and pure stainless steel. yang lain lain i tak berani pakai.

the thing now is, the flaws buatkan i dah tak ada bunga jari.
it was proven when i take a driving licence class, we have to scan the thumbprint untuk sahkan kehadiran. and time tu la pegawai tu kata ada problem dengan cap jari which is i TAK ADA BUNGA CARI. so now, i still tak ganti IC baru lagi. btw im 22 now.
don't you think yang it'll bring a problem to me sooner?
bayangkan la SOONER nanti bila teknologi dah maju.
for eg check in kat airport or anything yang kena sahkan pakai thumbprint.
what will happen to me?

Jangan hanya sujud ke “sejadah” saat susah.
Jangan hanya mengenal “telekung” & “kopiah” saat sesak.
Jangan hanya memandang “qiblat” saat payah.
Jangan hanya teringat “wudhu” saat lemas.
Jangan hanya mengenal “tasbih” saat hanyut.
Jangan hanya memandang “alam” saat alpa.
Sayang yang tak kelihatan ada pada hati, letaknya iman.
Carilah sayang Agung itu.
Agar sayang tak lagi palsu.

Ini Bukan Blog

Sunday, September 25, 2011

a world without __________ ;

more fun, here :)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Uncomfortable Soul

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

malam jumaat yang wordless;

tekan butang tetikus kanan untuk membesarkan saiz gambar. terima kasih.

dah tengok? tapi tak faham juga?


hoh, apa yang korang cari sampai 122 views?
*tekezut makcik*