yeah, that is what happening to me right now. i've done 2 bad things for one person today. i train myself to be 'tidak tlalu baik' dgn org. cuz there's no point for them if i do that. sakit hati ja yang aku dapat instead of buat baik. always. its up you maw la cakap apa dgn aku, dats my decision. i only treat them right for a person yang treat me in right way. fair and square kan? so, for those yang rasanya pernah kena dengan my bad things, congratulations! that is what you should get from me. u deserve it, baby. got what i mean?
i train myself to do this because i realize that there's no point if i do that to them. silly. useless and meaningless. to be fair, i have to do the same things to them. so, rasa la apa yang aku rasa. kita sama2 rasa oren ya. sangat adil. sudah terlalu banyak rasa yang aku pendam and diamkan ja. and pretend that i'm okay. asyik2 aku ja yang treat you right, tapi kamu ndk treat me right. hahaha, and now treat me right if you want me to treat you right.